Isshi's Tedium Diary
#3
Hello everyone, how are you doing? I'm Isshi of Kagrra. Lately I'm suffering from heat like an Oni and humidity like a steam bath. Every year when it's this season, I become more of an introvert and have various deep thoughts.
One of those is "Why does the person called 'Me' exist...?" It's a question I've been thinking about ever since I was small and still cannot explain. I think about such things as 'If I were to disappear from this world now, would anything change?' and 'If I were to suddenly die one day, how many people would mourn for me?' If I'll die someday, why was I born? When am I going to die? I want to know but I don't want to know, and I also don't know why I was born. I only thought about those kinds of things when I was small. That was usual for me when I was small. It hasn't changed now, from the past when I somehow or other took part in music, I really liked "Nihon Mukashibanashi" (laughs) Before I would go to sleep at night, I'd pester my grandma 'Read me a book~'. Grandma would turn on a small light and read for me from the "Nihon Mukashibanashi: Complete 200 volumes" she'd bought for my father. Have those kind of childhood memories influenced the way I am now? is what I casually think. When I consider that, I think the way I am now is not by chance but by necessity isn't it? If that's the case, I believe that while I'm alive, if I can, I want to let as many people as possible hear good songs, and just live every day no matter when I die. So that even if I die, my songs will remain in this world.
Well then, let's meet next time.
P.S. My grandma is energetic even now and plays hard at mallet golf. (laughs)
One of those is "Why does the person called 'Me' exist...?" It's a question I've been thinking about ever since I was small and still cannot explain. I think about such things as 'If I were to disappear from this world now, would anything change?' and 'If I were to suddenly die one day, how many people would mourn for me?' If I'll die someday, why was I born? When am I going to die? I want to know but I don't want to know, and I also don't know why I was born. I only thought about those kinds of things when I was small. That was usual for me when I was small. It hasn't changed now, from the past when I somehow or other took part in music, I really liked "Nihon Mukashibanashi" (laughs) Before I would go to sleep at night, I'd pester my grandma 'Read me a book~'. Grandma would turn on a small light and read for me from the "Nihon Mukashibanashi: Complete 200 volumes" she'd bought for my father. Have those kind of childhood memories influenced the way I am now? is what I casually think. When I consider that, I think the way I am now is not by chance but by necessity isn't it? If that's the case, I believe that while I'm alive, if I can, I want to let as many people as possible hear good songs, and just live every day no matter when I die. So that even if I die, my songs will remain in this world.
Well then, let's meet next time.
P.S. My grandma is energetic even now and plays hard at mallet golf. (laughs)